Rant:
I've always been the girl who let other's opinions control me. If someone didn't like it than i would change it. I wanted to be the girl who everyone liked. I wanted to be invited to all the parties and stuff but I never got that. As I got older I let society interfere with my social life. My best friends changed. My best friend found someone else. I moved around from table to table at lunch because I constantly felt like they all hated me. There were days were I sat alone and silently cried while everyone else was laughing and smiling. I sit back where I started, still constantly feeling that everyone is talking about me. Yes, there's a smile on my face most of the time. I laugh and smile and act normal but it's all fake. I go home and cry. I cry myself to sleep sometimes. They don't know that. I've lost 2 of my very close friends because they met someone else and liked them more than me. After a wile I gave up. I didn't care what happened anymore. I was done with it all. I couldn't take it, I was on the edge. It's not normal in my opinion but it's the life I live. I'm still faking it. Behind my smile is tears. There are times when I can't smile, someone will ask if I'm okay and that's where I cry like I've never cried before. I hate this town, these people and everything. okay sorry for waiting your time. bye

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I'm so done with school it's not even funny
 
I'm so ready for summer
 
My boat, My beach house, My best friends, The beach
 
I love the sound of waves crashing.

I'm being a cat. I have those shorts <3 they're really cute
 
I'm wearing them.
 
Okay